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| tottemo daisuki, tody. |
[19 May 2009|12:50am] |
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happily it's the 53rd day!!
may god bless us in our future endearments.
3years and 7 months seems a little too far but
yes, thank you for everything. i like my seat
this time around.very permanent. very special.
with good view and all. and please never let
go of this tiny hand when we take the lift, again.
so, now let's plan.
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[11 May 2009|01:38am] |
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OHMA,
8months ago, you thought you were going to lose me in a battle. a battlefield that leads to major destruction. yet never for one split second you leave me alone in that room. you held my hands so tightly, whispering every doa (ALHAMDULILAH) and breathing in good vibes for me to lead the life that GOD has granted me; 2nd chance. i have done the most incredible thing that could result you to have a full pledge heart attack. you could have disown me a million times but never have you flag the whiteness.you are such an angel that i am blessed with lots of chances. you are my heaven, IBU.you are such an irritatant that if a day without you irritating me would be simply weird and awkward. i love you for irritating me but i guess, that's a job of a MOTHER. IRRITATE their kids to make them mature. i am the eldest yet the last to mature in the family. thank you again for always giving me the kick in the butt whenever i need it. thank you for your endless relationship jokes & advice. 8months ago, i thought i would go first before you. the tears in your eyes, i am sorry...IBU. OHMA(IBBBU!),
i am not the best daughter that GOD has bestowed you with. i am a failure in certain areas but you never for once reject me nor give up on me. thank you for without you, my life wouldn't be the way it is. thank you for always being there throught all the hurdle that i have been through. from first to the last, i would never trade you for any bands,friends,boyfriends or even future husband. you are my heaven and will always be my heaven. and i still love to irritate you nonetheless for i am your daughter who loves you and definitely is not good at expressing her love over material. thank you for having us, the kids. without you & OHPA(AAAAAYAH!), we would never see the twilight of the world. for that, HAPPY MOTHER's DAY! so for now, continue your job at irritating us. SARANG HAY EUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps; i love you every breathe that i exhaled & inhaled.
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| when you tell me that you love me, the world trembles with good fears. |
[02 May 2009|01:33am] |
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when you tell me that you love me, the world trembles with fears.
i love you with ever fingertip that i can find and count and may not be
countable with. with every eyelid that keeps flapping each time i gaze
upon your heaven sent smile. oh bulan, air mata ini membasahi pipi
ini bersama senyuman ragamu. softcore & desert was love. 3months
and it took us that much long time for a real confession IN the box.
"......ku enggan berpura pura ku bahagia..."
goodnight and see you in 18hrs time.
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| because your words intoxicate my haemoglobin. |
[16 Apr 2009|02:10am] |
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wishes that her heart would stop pounding and that might get her soul back into this body.
and maybe, just the slightest maybe that i could at last breathe normally. you know,
a real human breathing session.
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it hurts after sometime, the gritting session.
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[15 Apr 2009|01:18pm] |
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http://kiddzter.wordpress.com
bcause i might be contemplating
either here or there.
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| i miss you nonetheless, seriously. |
[11 Apr 2009|08:24pm] |
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I am empowered by the status quo and my virtue is justification.
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[11 Apr 2009|12:48pm] |
an eat out at the backseat of a car.
lots of nachos with cheese. plain water.
seaweed.lots of seaweed.jellybean-os.
no hugging. no kissing. just plain lots of
innoncent laughter that cracks your brain out.
watching spongebob & doraemon & olskool
boyband music video back to back. singing out
loud in the darkness to songs that you have no
idea you remember the lyrics.
under the moonlight. under the eyes of GOD.
that is a good date. and who say girls are
high maintenance?
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[11 Apr 2009|12:41pm] |
and email came in the wee morning.
it makes me stop thinking and laugh out loud. the things your loved one do to make you laugh...
from : the unknown
to : neng yulisa margoyo darma
subjbect: STILLNOX, it rawks.
RELAX, GOD is in control. watch the dots. Take your meds.DON't drink COKE. Obey my demands.Trust my dog and go for surgery and at the end of the torment, you will get back your heart with lots of holes in it.
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| THE GIRL - pt2 |
[10 Apr 2009|05:15pm] |
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THE GIRL - pt 2
because at the end of the day/night,
she will be running back to him.
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but,
she have no one to run to right now.
it freaks the inner her that she will be condemned
in the eternal darkness, ALONE. with no one to
fully understand or understood her.
and when the day comes, only
the writings would and perhaps make them understood
a little or two of the story of the girl who pretends to
be normal when she is not even near abnormal.
she is afterall, a girl with a big invisible heart.
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she is the girl who lost her soul to the devil.
and her heart to the dog.
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| it explains lot. |
[09 Apr 2009|01:59pm] |
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The Hermit card reversed suggests that you may feel insecure. Take extra care that you don't come across as defensive, shut others out or treat those who show concern or interest with hostility, or else you could ignite sentiments such as 'good riddance' or 'they're just jealous.' Lighten up and you might find what you seek, but don't fall victim to someone who may prey on your vulnerability or feelings of isolation or pretend to know what you are going through. You may need to face the truth alone.  |
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cause it's an art to pretend that
you are not hurting.
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| NIGHT SHIFT was major fucked up!! |
[04 Apr 2009|08:08am] |
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night shift was horrifiying;
for the first time in my whole
nursing life.my patient kept saying
there is someone in white and has
red eyes. i swear i am going to kill him
on sunday. permanent night would be
pleasing with the right person. micu,
maybe. insya Allah.
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HELLO FLINDERS UNIVERSITY.
HELLO ADELAIDE.
HELLO GOOD LIFE.
2010, a year to look forward.
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| tAuHatE vs KIDDZTER |
[01 Apr 2009|08:25pm] |
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[current score = 2 : 1]
random 3rd date. the search for ciggies at the back alley. on missing someone and being missed.
missed connection part uno. brown bangs is getting uglier. thank god for sudden off day, i shall
re-attempt to do the hair. someone bought me a white dress with pink flowers on it. it's lacey. it's
beautiful. was told to wear it with my pink vans. yes, a punkrock wedding affair. truly truly ryn's
typical wedding. the only punkrock girl who is not in the scene. you are beautiful, nur sharyna.
and i am glad we are friends since the age of seven. congratulation to the union. and yes, i shall
drag that doraemon to the wedding. blueboy said hi to me today. amazingly amazed. i got blueboy,
doraemon, turtle & katak for friends. i love animals.
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| getting engaged kape? |
[31 Mar 2009|03:50am] |
you said,
i said.
i miss you but i hate you.
good morning shift.
i guess this time i am going to fail
my dare. no coke for a week again
till that doraemon gets to see me.
suddenly, i really do miss that doraemon.
butterfly in the stomach kape!?
taraben trsan!
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[31 Mar 2009|03:42am] |
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| loving me and loving you |
[31 Mar 2009|02:53am] |
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a game that went out of control.
truth or dare, childish game.
love me, if you dare.
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| picture perfect, maybe. Insya Allah |
[30 Mar 2009|12:03am] |
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we set our hearts on fire,
happily. don't tempt me into
falling in love with you heavily cause you
seems like a picture perfect.
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thank you. 5 more points and success is mine.
suddenly and because of all the randomness
that i am indulging again, i am perpetually tired.
i have bee drowning mineral after mineral of water.
i been cutting down on ciggies. coke was a medium
size from BURGERKING courtesy of that doreamon.
show is coming. show is coming. so, are you coming?
xoxo,
nurul darma.
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[29 Mar 2009|03:40am] |
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selagi bintang
tak bertemu bulan
aku kan berjanji kan terus disisi
selagi malam bertemu siang
jgn diragui cintaku hanya utkmu kasih
jgnkan kau biarkan aku bersendirian
tanpa kasih mu sayang mu
ku berdoa..kita terus bersama sehingga ke akhir nya
cinta kita berdua
thankyou for the neverending inspiration.
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