♥ me ♥ me not. my brain, they are attacking my emotions. my feelings that died 13months ago.
dear god, help me. spare me from unwanted thoughts of killing that humanoid. i would insert a timebomb into that humanoid's mouth if i have the ability function like a terrorist. dear god, thank you for the soothing prayers that you bring out from my dear lips. it calms me down.
dont get me wrong, i love my life right now. it's beautiful because i am surrounded by beautiful humans who appreciate me for who i am. i am blessed now. alhamdulilah.
dear god, i love you more than him. dear god, thank you for the 2nd chance. dear god, i am repent.